l'affection



L'affection pour ma famille.
I used to fall into the trap sometime and think, that only one person can make my life so perfect, which made me so dependent to somebody. Then, I feel horrible, for myself and my family. I feel bad for the emotional unstable me, behave like no prediction.
I used to do that. I might fall into that trap again, again. However I like the way IISuperwomanII interprets the love, life that you can share with others. It's unrealistic for us to experience all the wonderful things in life with just one person in one type of relationship. Yes, we agree and we are not going to make the same mistake again, not into that trap!
It has been 3 years, we(our family) don't live together in most of the time. When we reunion or travelling together, we quarrel all the time. I don't see it as an awful thing, it is more like suggesting. We love to be together, but very often people don't know how to express their feelings appropriately. My brother realized this in my high school time, he said whenever I went home from dormitory, I got my bad temper and attitude on. And I rethought about it, it is the 'love and missing' I felt hard to express that time.
Although it is great to have two brothers staying together far from home, I still miss my Launceston life with the efforts of my beloved housemates, more like sisters. Whatever, people are always contradictory.
Qian.
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