心情好又暖 Warm and cozy

Clover Adventure has now came to a stage or a state of stability. I am very grateful that almost everything winds up as I wished. Although it took me quite a while, but one should always believe that things happen for a reason. If I didn't get back to hometown, I wouldn't have the time to think that accompany your loved ones in your limited time is essential; I wouldn't have new-born feeling after my visit to the dreamland. They give me strength. However, the Clover Adventure never stops.

This week was a tough one for myself, in terms of emotion. Sometimes things go unexpectedly and I never thought the loving, devoted meows would leave us. I never thought about this situation I was going to face at some time in my life. The very first time to have someone passed away and made me at a loss, totally. I was hit when editing and posting le noir chat's back view(I thought it was) on Instagram after knowing her death. She was looking at me in that photo I took so long ago, the way she's looking at me...As she(le noir chat) is all black, I can barely see her eyes or facial expression. What I could see is her pinky-red little tongue when she finished her food, licking and cleaning herself. She was timid and always stayed away from us, unlike her mom (Blanc, all white).

Then the next day, the Blanc left us too. An even breaking news to me.

I have to tell you that I never cuddle or pet cats or dogs. I like them but I was too afraid to approach them. Blanc is the first one teaching me how let go of my fear. She was gentle, whenever I made her sit on my lap, she would stretched her paws in and out (I guess she felt insecure to stay on my lap) and the paw stretching didn't hurt me at all, it was like tickling. I don't stay all year with her, but she remembered me. Those little moments we spent, after work, weekends, my sick day at home. Lots and lots.....

Our family believes in karma, if they're poisoned.

Blanc and le noir chat must went to the great place, feeling better from the sickness.RIP.