“J'ai eu le coup de foudre.” —— Sometime in January 2016

Stayed up late last night, got the lights on overnight unconsciously, woke up at 6, turned the lights off, had another little sleep again.

Got out of bed at 7.30, had a shower, put on contact lens and some make up for the coming yoga session in the late evening. Brought my sports wear, an avocado, a tuna tin, a banana.

Looked at the table calendar, it's 17. A date you circled a while ago. Nothing was jotted down, meaning that must be a date you remember in your heart, doesn't matter if it's a physical reminder.  

Trying to be professional on my job, to pay attention on the tender analysis details, spot the errors. Drawing the oval, tried out a few sport templates. I knew I would have no reply, as 'usual', like the past few days. 

Come on girl, face the truth.

有时候觉得工作很无聊，其实又不然。不管你在这职位做了多久，他永远都不会满足，新的事物、挑战一样在来着。这还是头一次设计一个大草场，才让我回想起，宽中的大草场。一百米跑道、四百米转弯跑道、直跑道的长度、弯跑道的半径、跑道的宽度、跳远沙池跑道、抛铅球的角落。我说，要知晓的东西还真多，怪自己从前都没有留意草场上的动静、打垒球的规则也没有听明白。那时候的自己觉得有难度，就退后，选择不尝试。

如往常的星期三，我想要下班后去瑜伽课，但是不知为何我的星期三，朝九总是不能晚五。每次接近五点时分，麦克总有事情让我瞬间忙起来、走不开，最后赶不上那需要极致悠静状态的瑜伽课。今天就是这样的一天，做了一个下午的图，最后一关被退回，完成时候已经是五点四十五分，赶不上了。

爸爸妈妈回去了，食不知味；心爱之人不见了，夜不能寐。

下班回家时刻，得知上司安德里亚肚子怀的原来是个男宝宝，刚满二十周，还有二十周。这是第二次看见像今天如此幸福与兴奋的她。初次是去年七月，当她迫不及待下班塔上准备返乡探亲、嫁人的飞机。她真是一个值得让我好好学习的榜样。身边发生的喜事总是让我不能忧起来，真好，我也认为凄惜之剧不适合在我这儿上演。

不难过，It's just another day.


17.02.2016

9.12pm

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